Yeah, it's been a (looong) while since I updated my devArt page.
Of course this has certain reasons (well... has it?) and blahblah, who cares

My deviation-list is overflowing and I guess I have to delete the complete list to have a clear view again. (I'll try to look at every deviation I missed, but I won't comment them - BIG SORRY!! D: )

Well... maybe most of you have already forgotten who I am.
I wouldn't be very surprised XD''

Actually I don't have much time right now, (IT'S CHRISTMAS IN ALMOST ONE HOUR, WHEEEEE!)
Anyways, have a nice holiday and take care! ^^

Caraya

So now it's already november o__o;
This year was kinda short, wasn't it?
But well, it's not over yet XD

The weather here in Germany isn't that bad for this month. Okay, it's foggy almost every morning, but mostly the sun is shining in the afternoons.
This is good for me, because I hate walking through drizzly rain.

Today I took a walk through a forest (as usual XD). I love our village for having so many forests near by. A few month ago I alway took my camera with me, but now it seems kinda useless, because the scenery isn't that nice anymore. I already miss spring and summer~

Oh well, I still suffer from this art block. I just don't like my works at the moment - and that's why there aren't that many uploads by me. I can't even post a sketch in my journal because... THERE IS NONE D: How sucky.

Although sometimes I wanna draw SO BADLY, then I try it. But the results... gah.

I guess I'll stop here, I don't want to whine that much about this fact XD''

See ya & take care!

In case you wonder about that title:
I mean a funeral of a relative of mine today. He died in a carcrash on Wednesday. I hardly knew him, but this was really tragic, he was even younger than me.

Now it's over and our house is totally silent. My parents are visiting his family right now and I'm sitting here alone, waiting for the first Halloween-kids to come.
Man, this is like the saddest Halloween ever.

I hope you guys are doing better.

Artblocknews:
It's getting better, at least slowly. Here you can see a doodle I did today:


...I still have to practice doing digital stuff D:<

Take care!

Caraya

So here's another journal entry :3

On monday I had yet another "therapy-hour", this time it was music therapy, right after art therapy.
The therapist praised me for my singin. LOL!?
Actually I never got any praise for my crappy voice, so I felt really honoured. But I guess he only liked it, because he doesn't speak/sing English at all.
But it's really fun to use the microphone to sing along <3
Some time before I never thought I would EVER sing infront of people, but now I'm kinda into it XD

And this weekend my parents and me will see a guitarists + a cellist in concert!

Some other news:
I got a kind of art block at the moment D:
Lack of concepts, ideas and motivation or somewhat. I really hope this will end soon...

And here's a little pseudo-artwork I did about 4 months ago (at the clinic, again)~


It's not really nice, but it wasn't supposed to be, anyway.

I hope you guys are fine!
Take care~

Caraya

Yeah, so here's another journal entry.

My life is kinda strange at the moment. After leaving hospital I thought it would turn "normal" immediately, but it's not like that. I'm still doing a kind of "art therapy", which is quite nice actually.

However it's not always really unwinding, sometimes it's just stressful and sucky. But today was a nice day~ and I made almost NOTHING in there. Well, maybe that's the reason for this nice day?

I hope you guys are okay!
I still hadn't got the time to comment the deviations in my list, but I'll try to fetch this. Please don't be too disappointed if I won't manage it.

And here's the promised sketch:


I made it while being at the clinic (as usual, lol), the red eyes are colored with stawberry juice XD


So long & take care!